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Hello and welcome! So glad to have you joining us.

I am Tim Stevens, husband, father, booster of all things Newington, CT related etc etc. It seems unlikely you just found this site by accident so all that was probably review. Anyway, I freelance write for a variety of sites including, most prominently, Marvel.com (home of the House of Ideas) and New Paris Press (New England's online answer to the New Yorker). I also write for pure ha-ha's including the annual Tim Stevens's The January Project.

Oh, and then there's the whole almost a Doctor of Psychology thing (Psy D to be specific). 

I am available for further freelance work, birthday parties, and dangerous missions to save the planet. Happy to provide samples and recommendations related to all three.

This is my online home. Please enjoy.

 

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January 16, 2018 By: Tim Stevens
Tags: poetry, "poetry", The January Project, The Cranberries
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January 16, 2018- Analyse

“Analyse” by The Cranberries from Wake Up and Smell the Coffee (not randomly selected)

Listen to it here

I look between the lines
I try to anticipate every swivel
I watch for clues
and stare down to avoid the land mines.

My life is safe
It’s about avoiding harm
Keeping me free of scars
even when the boundaries chafe.

I miss things, I know
But better to live to miss, I think.
Better than get crushing, certainly,
than ending up flat like pizza dough.

The reason I’m saying all this now
is I’m not sure I want to be like this with you.
I don’t want to think about tide tables or parking meter time.
I just want to be with you and trust it’ll be great, without knowing how.

It must be hard for you, to be so free,
and fall in love with a guy
Who checks all his detectors everyday
(Psst, that guy is me.)

I’m trying, I swear
I think I’m getting better, but
I don’t know if it’s quick enough.
Give me some more time, please, if that you can bear.

Someday I think
I’ll be able to eat street meat
and touch subway handrails
without even a blink.

Until then, though,
I can promise
I’m trying my best in every way
even if I change like the slowest of the slow.

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Tim Stevens is Un Gajje
It's not just a nickname, it's a way of life

Hello and welcome! So glad to have you joining us.

I am Tim Stevens, husband, father, booster of all things Newington, CT related etc etc. It seems unlikely you just found this site by accident so all that was probably review. Anyway, I freelance write for a variety of sites including, most prominently, Marvel.com (home of the House of Ideas) and New Paris Press (New England's online answer to the New Yorker). I also write for pure ha-ha's including the annual Tim Stevens's The January Project.

Oh, and then there's the whole almost a Doctor of Psychology thing (Psy D to be specific). 

I am available for further freelance work, birthday parties, and dangerous missions to save the planet. Happy to provide samples and recommendations related to all three.

This is my online home. Please enjoy.